Friday, 24 July 2009

Transitory dips

I haven't blogged for three days although when I began I decided I would try and add something every day. Best laid plans and all that! I haven't added anything for one very simple reason. Since my last blog on Tuesday I have struggled a good deal and this I have found discouraging to say the least. I know I have to be in this for the long haul but nevertheless, having blogged so positively on Tuesday about riding things out I find myself disappointed to have struggled to hold onto my own message!

For this reason I thank the very kind person, who identifies himself as 'David', who left a comment after Tuesday's blog. Thank you my friend for the timely reminder that the dips are truly transitory. Today, I will admit, I find this hard to believe, but I am going to work hard to hold onto my own message and the endorsement added by the commentee.

It is pouring with rain here again today! There are times, mental health sufferers know only too well, when all you can do is wait for the sunshine. Despite my experience that my anxieties almost always come to nothing and are unfounded, that is to say the sunshine does re-emerge, I find this hard to believe right now. I promised to blog truthfully and that I am doing!

For now then thank you to those who are following, my apologies for the three day gap. I am now praying for sunshine and hoping it reappears soon!

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